Let the Good Times Roll:

dee3teeteewhy @ 2008-05-24T00:45:00

2008-05-24T04:47:26Z

its been way too long! im actually just posting to see if matt really checks this haha MEH!

dee3teeteewhy @ 2007-10-03T02:05:00

2007-10-03T06:09:57Z

Volleyball, how i miss you!
What to do:
a) challenge myself and go for Co-Ed v-ball (division 1) and risk humiliation, especially in front of members of the opposite sex, or
2) stick with the women's v-ball (division 2) and remain as the all star girl who can serve LOL

on a side note.: i love studying in robarts at night! i actually get things done!

dee3teeteewhy @ 2007-10-01T22:58:00

2007-10-02T03:02:12Z

Wow, October already! Four weeks of school and Im SO FAR BEHIND! bad start...
I should really drop physical chem but im just waiting on synapse neurobiology to accept me, dammnit. Integration >>>> me :(
Im really dreading all the things AFTER thanksgiving, i.e. midterms and such.
I really need to drop chem.

dee3teeteewhy @ 2007-09-02T17:27:00

2007-09-02T21:40:44Z

It's been about 7 weeks since the last time i've written anything.
First, i would like to blame my memory. I could not remember the password since i was so used to it just logging on automatically.
Now, i would like to blame my busy schedule. Well... more like work. For the past few weeks, i've been given full time hours at the hospital. I dont really mind since im probably not going to be work as much (if at all) when school starts. To be honest, i cant wait for school to start. Four months of summer vacation is way too long! I cant even stand staying home anymore. I have to be doing something/ I need to have plans or else i get irritable. Right now, im taking a break from all my packing. By the looks of it, i have only managed to pack 1/4 of my life. This isnt very good considering the fact that im moving tomorrow. Oh well, im glad school doesnt start for another week so i can go back and forth btwn ajax and toronto. Of course my family is going to help me tomorrow. as well as liz and peter.

There are so many things i would love to write down right at this moment but it would probably take me an hour, time that i do not have so........ all i have to say is change is good.

My New Goal

2007-06-08T23:16:01Z

I want to make the Dean's List by the end of my University of Toronto experience. Fuck, its going to be hard, but right now, at this moment, I think I can do it!

3.50, here I come!

dee3teeteewhy @ 2007-06-07T00:05:00

2007-06-07T04:05:38Z

Oh God, what have i gotten myself into...

dee3teeteewhy @ 2007-05-09T20:42:00

2007-05-10T00:43:21Z

the St Nick Reunion was Ffing AWESOME last night! We all met up at Montana and had dinner / drinks there. It was so good to see old faces, talk and reminisce! I love my childhood friends!

One More Day!!

2007-05-06T21:30:16Z

One last exam left and second year will be over!
Summer, be good to me this year!
What a busy week i have ahead...

*edit*
this WILL be one of THE BEST SUMMERS ever. Mark my word.
FUCK YOU.

How to Stay Awake:

2007-05-02T04:02:09Z

1. Coffee
2. Coke
3. Cold Water
4. Lots and Lots of Excel Gum?!

May be i should try one of those energy drinks...

Am I Lucky or What?

2007-04-27T05:26:53Z

His love for me is equivalent to his statistic mark.

dee3teeteewhy @ 2007-04-19T15:27:00

2007-04-19T19:38:42Z

*sighhh

So i'm finally sick, probably caught it from Benci, and it couldn't have come at a better time, seriously. My first exam is in two weeks so i have plenty of time to recuperate. I'm going back to mcds for a bit because im in need of money to pay off some visa bills. The reunion planning is getting well under way. I havent done much lately, being sick and all. I think the last "friend" i saw was Matt last week because i've been sick all this time. I've actually been studying, but i easily get distracted. I downloaded three movies: Pan's Labyrinth, Stranger than Fiction and The Last King of Scotland. They were okay... but not great. Anyway, maybe i should get back to my studying =)

dee3teeteewhy @ 2007-04-05T16:12:00

2007-04-05T20:22:07Z

I wish I had recorded all the equations I ever learned in my entire university career, whether it were for calculus, chemistry, statistics, physics, stats, physiology, biochemistry, etc. Now, I feel like I've learned nothing for the past 2 years.
Last night, I was browsing through a student housing site and I got this excited feeling all over. I am really going to try and push for this one.
Finally, I'm planning a reunion with some elementary school friends and I'm really anticipating it.

dee3teeteewhy @ 2006-10-15T14:16:00

2006-10-15T18:17:30Z

Let It Slide- Joanna
(Written by: Christian Hamm / Alain Bertoni / Laura Zonka)

It's a touch without feelings
It's a kiss without love
It's the faith that we're losing
And the truth that we hide

It's a tear without cryin'
It's a word with no sound
A smile full of sorrow
And a love we left behind

Keep me from fallin', from fallin'
You got to set me free
Free from cryin', from cryin'
And now it's clear to see
See that I'm leavin', I'm leavin'
Cause it's time to let me be

Let it slide, let it slide
I know it hurts when I say good-bye
But the time has come
Let me spread my wings
Time to let me fly

It's a room full of silence
It's a day without light
Where anger keeps rising
And there's nothing left to say

It's your face at the window
It's the world pressing by
And the love that we shared
And the love we followed
Turned to pain along the way

Chorus:
Let it slide, let it slide
I know it hurts when I say good-bye
But the time has come
Let me spread my wings
Time to let me fly

dee3teeteewhy @ 2006-09-20T20:08:00

2006-09-21T00:13:36Z

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I would have spent a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I loved you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

I can really relate to this song because it truly describes how I'm feeling right now.

Where were YOU?

2006-09-14T22:29:34Z

September 14th, 2005

10:49 pm

"school was aiight. understood a lot in physics, until the ending. bah whatever. bio n chem went well. met up with matt around 130. one month, baby! received some beautiful roses. ttc'd to the CN tower. apparently its his first time haha well im glad i could share that with you. ate lunch/dinner there at the cafe, stupid reservations. im sorry if it seemed like i was forcing you to eat, but the salad wasnt THAT BAD! went down and we bought some chocolate pecan caramel cake. i ate the top, he ate the nasty parts haha. ttc'd back to u of t, and he bought me a slushy haha. made it for the end of the first lecture in psych, met up with liz during the break, then stayed for the second lecture. so HOORAY i dont have to go to school tomorrow.."

Well then, a lot happens in one year.

dee3teeteewhy @ 2006-09-12T23:03:00

2006-09-13T03:15:56Z

school has finally started. im really excited about my courses so far. my religion course is really interesting, based on early christian scripture dealing with things that made it into the bible and those that didnt. plus lindsay and lindsey took it with me. the labs in animal physiology sound really interesting but i dont know anyone in that course. biochem is basically protein synthesis and there are enough people in that class that i know. I have to memorize 20 amino acids and their side chains by next week. Stats... yeah maybe thats the one course im not too excited about, i almost fell asleep today, but that may have been due to the alcohol i consumed before hand haha. i also found out rhea is in that class so it should be interesting. human physiology isnt that bad material wise, but it could be better if the prof would speak with a little life in his voice. plus ahsan and jeff are in that class so its all good, AND every tuesday jay and i have a break together between 4 and 6 plus we take the 9:13 train together! i still have the rest of the week to look forward to. the only thing that really upsets me is how all my books total to lik $900. horrible!

in other news, i really miss him. it was the hardest decision i ever had to make. i wish i could be with him all the time... okay maybe not all the time but something close to that. i love him so much and it hurts like just the same.

dee3teeteewhy @ 2006-08-27T18:03:00

2006-08-27T22:19:52Z

SO i am FINALLY unemployed! I worked my last shift at Costco today with Chris. Of all of the deli staff, i will probably miss him the most mainly because i have worked with him the most. My last shift at McDonalds was last week so its all good now. So yes, i just realized i only have 2 weeks left of summer vacation. part of me wants to stay in summer mode forever but most of me cant wait for school to begin.

Im really excited about my wisdom teeth getting pulled out! Wooo Hooo!</end sarcasm.

Oh well, gotta enjoy while i can. I went to lava lounge last in whitby. its like one big house party. a whole bunch of high school people were there whom i havent seen since time, ie. jamie saul, pg and julian dabrowski. fun times with those polish fobs.

Anyway, church and hopefully some good bonding time with the friends.

Waves....

PS

AIDAN!!! when do you leave for mcgill?!?!?!

dee3teeteewhy @ 2006-08-14T00:06:00

2006-08-14T04:06:46Z

one year with my boyfriend. how i love him so.

dee3teeteewhy @ 2006-08-07T11:52:00

2006-08-07T17:14:15Z

Finally another update!

So McDonalds had their annal picnic event down at Wild Water Kingdom. I brought Benci along. I actually had a fun time. I hadnt been there for probably 2 years.

So my birthday week started off with a bbq at my house on Sunday July 26. I invited a few of my closest friends. It was a good chance to catch up since a lot of us hadnt really seen each other for quite a while, like Kai, Ronald and Sean. Some random people showed up like Jeff, Francis and Jerome but whatever it was fun nonetheless.

So on my actual birthday, Monday, July 24, i had class enrollment around 12. Everything went smoothly and i was able to get into my first choice classes. Afterwards, I met Matt at Yorkdale and he took me to Wonderland. It was a beautiful, hot, sunny day. We went on a few rides, especially my favourite, the White Water Canyon. Of course i got wet while Matt stayed dry. I also bought my first alcoholic drink. Its a shame that they didnt even check my id haha. I guess i look old. Overall, it was a great day.

So on Friday, July 28th, I legally went clubbing for the first time at the uvernment haha. I hired a limo to pick us up so we all met up at my house.

Inside the Limo (L-R) Me, Sasha, Danielle, Jay, Peter, Nigel and Francis.

Within Guvernment. So much fun!

Matt came and brought along some friends =)

Afterwards, the Girls.

I had a great time. I didnt get smashed or anything. I had enough to have fun.

So besides those events, Ive been keeping busy. Besides working those full time shifts at costco, i volunteer at Sunnybrook at the cancer centre. This weekend was the long weekend and my family went camping but i wasnt able to join them so i had the house all to myself because i had to work all weekend. Yeah. haha no comment. I have the day off today and tomorrow. So until next time!

dee3teeteewhy @ 2006-07-30T23:50:00

2006-07-31T03:55:34Z

i cant wait for school to start because:

i hate working at low-skill requiring jobs,
i want to prove to myself that i am above average,
i want that 3.0 ++,
i want to get into nursing at U of T,
i know attaining 90s in high school wasnt a fluke,
to prove that relationships are a distraction thus resulting in such shitty marks last year.

Fuck you and good night.

dee3teeteewhy @ 2006-07-15T21:13:00

2006-07-16T02:07:27Z

haha so its been a month since i last posted *ouch. unlike last year, ive either become more busy or more lazy. SO... lets start!

im finished training at Costco, Deli Dept. It sucks because it is exactly like Mcdonalds, just more hours, very slippery floors and fewer but older staff. Positive side, i dont have to deal with as many customers. *sigh oh well, i guess it will make up for the lack of physical labour when school starts. In august, i will be starting volunteer work at Sunnybrook. Im actually looking forward to that, gotta get those hours in if i even want to be considered into any future programs. I was also offered a job at H & M down at pickering town center but agh... training would have been mid august and my job at costco plus volunteering and lack of availability in September, so i turned it down =(

the weekend of June 23rd was the Annual INAUSCA fiesta and it was hosted in Toronto this year. Lots of preparation and money but i think it went fairly well. I met a lot of new people, all my age too! plus Daphne and Arne and JENNIFER! I met my distant cousin Agnes for the first time cuz her and her Dad stayed over at our house. Speaking of which, can you say FULL HOUSE? There were about 8 to ten people plus my fam so yeah, thank goodness for inflatable beds!

Friday was the Welcome dinner at our house. Here i met the NJ kids, Delmarc, Erwin and Grace, whom ive always seen at these fiestas but never really tlked to. Served up the alcohol. fun times, lots of jokes, and of course, FREEDOM! Around midnight, jay and bosing came over and we watched the Hills have Eyes and we + agnes, tried to finish up the alcohol. Jay slept over but bosing was supposed to leave with my Tita Vivian when the mahjong people finished. they finished around 4am but she passed out in the basement so bosing ended up staying over.

Saturday morning, drove bosing home, jay left for work, then i picked Matt up from the Go. Got ready and went to the Brunch down in Scarborough. After, made last minute preparations down at the hall, went for my makeup appointment then got ready.
at the Gala- of course everything ran filipino time. I had to do the first reading and responsorial psalm for the mass, then Leila and I were the emcees for the evening. The evening was alright, not the greatest. Lots of line dancing and raffles blah. Highlight was when Leilaand i changed into our second dresses and we did the Mr INAUSCA Pageant thing. Ended around 1 and Matt slept over.

Sunday was the farewell picnic down in Miliken Park in Scarborough. Despite the long walk from the parking lot, the place was decent. There were lots of food, games and of course the traditional group pictures. Who knew filipinos were such camera whores haha

Next year it will be held in Las Vegas. Hopefully we'll all be able to reunite again, pohon pohon haha FOB

right after the fiesta, my whole family (galapins, flores and jumao-as) headed to Chicago for my cousin's wedding. We arrived tuesday evening very late because lets just say driving convoy sucks ass. Talked with June again, her life story is just WOW. The families met and did the whole traditional proposing thing where the groom's family asks permission from the bride's family for marriage. Wednesday was the civil marriage downtown Chicago. It was small but the big church wedding will be in 2008. Reception was on the 98th floor of the John Hancock building. BEAUTIFUL VIEW! Right after, my dad was all saput and so we left for Canada. It was so messed but we got home alive.

July 1st, Canada Day, was Matt's Cousin's wedding so my parents allowed me to attend. So got there around 10 after but just getting there was a journey and a half. I missed my train at pickering so i drove with my mom to scarborough. funny thing was i made it on the same train but at the eglington station. Anyway, the wedding ceremony was at 12 at Nadini's father's backyard. it was such a small place for so many people but i guess the main thing is that they got married =) And might i add they looked Gorgeous! actually, the whole Kumar family looked great, especially Josh and Savo LOL but more so my baby Matt, but hes handsome always. After picture taking, went back to Matt's house. around 6, we left for the reception down at the woodbine racetracks. it was a very beautiful venue. i love brown weddings! boy do guyanese people love to dance to their soca. unfortunately, matt didnt ask me to dance LOL. Around 1130 Matt drove me home.

So since then, ive been working full time, btwn 36-40 hours a week at costco, plus the extra shift on fridays at McDonalds. I have so much to do regarding paperwork for school and volunteering. Its that time again for course enrollment. ALSO, i will be turning 19!!!!!!! in approximately NINE DAYS so you BETTER REMEMBER to wish me a Happy Birthday! or better, gimme a call! haha since my birthday is on a friggin monday, im plannng to hit the night clubs downtown since i'll finally be LEGAL haha. But its not like i havent been to one. I was down at the Docks for Drew's 19th thanks to Markie boy and his talents. Not much else planned. its so hard to request days off cuz the manager makes the schedule like 3 weeks in advance! Tuesday will be the crew picnic for McDs down at Wild Water Kingdom but besides that, my days will be spent with the chickens.

Yeah, that was a long one but who knows when i'll update again!
Pictures are on my msn thing or on MySpace.

Until Next time, Take Care!

P.S HAPPY EARLY 18TH BIRTHDAY AIDAN! SEE YOU AT THE END OF AUGUST HOPEFULLY BEFORE YOU LEAVE FOR McGILL!!!

dee3teeteewhy @ 2006-06-15T23:12:00

2006-06-16T03:29:16Z

So i kind of disappeared for a good two weeks. Even Dom noticed, and hes not the very observant type. Basically i've been working a lot down at Mcds. But its time for my to call it quits. I have landed a new job at Costco WHOOPIE lmao. well im not complaining, the pay is definitely more than what i am earning now so whatever. Tiff was my insider so hopefully i'll see more of her this summer. Plus, my mom gets her costco card which shes been wanting since forever HAHA.

Havent done much lately. Just some minor chilling. Finally had a GNO with Jay, Liz and Danielle last night at Timmys. Today i spent the whole day with Matt. It honestly was the highlight of my week. Besides discovering that costco hired me, i got to spend time with one of the most important people in my life. And what a beautiful day it was! Im telling you, parks by the lake are AMAZING! We also watched the Break-Up lol. I honestly loved it. It was funny, great actors, and it even made me cry, just because i could relate so well. Even if the ending wasnt what i predicted, i still enjoyed it. And i think it even helped Matt see where im coming from. Although, im not as CRAZY as Vince Vaughn keeps accusing Jennifer Aniston to be lol

So its going to be quite busy the next two weeks. I cant believe that June is half way over. Next weekend is the San Pablo Fiesta here in Toronto in which my parents and other Torontonians are hosting so this weekend will be full of last minute preparations. Im really excited about the fiesta! Then, Kuya Jumbo will be getting married so we will be going down to Chicago for that as well.

Anyway, updates for later. I just found this survey amusing. I am QUITE THE SPOILED BRAT!

Type your cut contents here.

If you get more than 30 you are spoiled.
>
> [x] cell phone.
> [] Own phone line.
> [x] Own room.
> [x] 2+ story house.
> [ ] Hot tub.
> [x] Guest room.
> [x] Computer in your room.
> [x] TV in your room.
> TOTAL: 6
>
> [] Your own queen bed.
> [x] More than 20 pairs of shoes.
> [] Expensive sunglasses.
> [x] Name brand wallet (lol i have a wallet with my name on it MUAHA)
> [x ] iPod
> [ ] Xbox.
> [x] PS2.
> TOTAL: 4
>
> [x ] Basketball hoop.
> [ x] Air hockey table.
> [ ] Pool table.
> [ ] Ping pong table.
> [ ] soccer table.
> [ ] Trampoline.
> [] Own a snowboard.
> [ ] Own a surfboard.
> TOTAL: 2
>
> [ x] Stereo in bedroom.
> [x] DVD player in room
> [ ] More than 10 things from Hollister.
> [ ] Gets $50+ each month.
> [x]Shops at AE.
> TOTAL: 3
>
> [] Does something expensive often.
> [x] Cologne/perfume.
> [] AIM.
> [x] MSN.
> [] Yahoo!
> [x] Digital camera.
> TOTAL: 3
>
> [ ] Electric scooter.
> [x] Bike.
> [ ] 4-wheeler.
> [ ] Dirtbike
> []Guitar/drums.
> [x] Keyboard/piano
> [] Any other instrument
> [ ] Hammock.
> [x] Been on a cruise
> [x] Traveled out of the country.
> [ ] Personal trainer.
> [] Expensive jewelry
> [] Met a celebrity.
> TOTAL: 4
>
> [] Straightener/curling iron.
> [ ] Been to a batting cage.
> [ ] $100+ on you right now.
> [x] Own savings account.
> [ ] Been to Europe.
> [ ] Been to Hawaii.
> TOTAL: 1
>
> [x] Been to NYC.
> [ x]Been to Chicago.
> [ x] Been to The Statue of Liberty.
> TOTAL:3
>
> HAS:
> [ ] Sports car.
> [] Pet.
> [ ] Ranch.
> [ ] Beach House.
> [] Lake house
> [ ] Cingular.
> [] Virgin mobile.
> [ ] Nokia
> [ ] 3G mobile
> [ ] Alltel
> [ ] Verizon
> [ x] T-mobile/rogers.
> [ ] Sprint.
> [ ] US Cellular
> [ ] Nextel.
> [x ] Siemen
> [ ] Motorola
> [ ] Cellcom
> [x] Been to 5+states in the US.
> [x] Have a job.
>
> TOTAL: 4
>
> [x] Alarm clock.
> [x] Home cooked meal almost every day.
> [] Eat out almost every day.
> [x] Been in a limo.
> [x]Own camcorder.
> [x] Own laptop computer.
> [x] Own desk
> TOTAL:6

My Overall total: 36 hahahaha But Yo, I work for what i buy so SHH. There are DEFINITELY MORE SPOILED kids out there *ahem*

dee3teeteewhy @ 2006-05-24T19:36:00

2006-05-24T23:43:07Z

HELLO!

haha okay i guess i couldnt resist! well this will be farely short, so point form it is

- passed all my exams... i think even calculus!
- cgpa= 2.6 which is approximately a B- ! so im satisfied. Mind you, its very different to see such a low average compared to my past educational years
- played tour guide with my Auntie Lydia from Germany for the first week off
- attended the Talibon Fiesta down in Missouri mid-May. The last time i attended one was i think three years ago. *Hi Peter [waves] haha
- went back to work. enough promotions and enough new crew, who s-u-c-k btw
- Yes, Matt and i are still together. Nine Months.

sorry guys, no photo essay today!

THE BEGINNING OF A SAD END

2006-04-28T23:12:43Z

So this will probably be my last entry for a while. Maybe one day I will come back so Im not going to delete this account.

Vanessa, stay in touch! Msn, Emails, Friendster, anything! I miss you and hope the best for your Senior Year!

Drew, Love you, Man, and I'll be seeing you *wink

Peter, see you at the fiesta

"Cousins" call me anytime, I'll always be here for you!

Okaayyyy

Good bye and take care!

Love,
Madette

dee3teeteewhy @ 2006-04-23T22:29:00

2006-04-24T03:07:01Z

So i begin exams tomorrow. Not so worried about bio tomorrow. Its calc and psych i am terrified of. Psych is so depressing. I re-read the chapter on attraction...love... altruism...emotion... haha my most favourite chapter, yet the content is quite depressing.
       It has been a very upsetting, unproductive and uncomfortable week. I am forced to use public transit but i barely go out to even complain about public transit. All this home time and i still manage to leave a lot of the studying until the end of the week. there are times when i can sit for hours reading the material, but usually these sitting periods are comprised of only a few hours. then i get restless and my mind wanders. and even more so, i get distracted when i claim i deserve a break for sitting for such a long time.
        For the past few days i've been experiencing some intense nagging feeling in my stomache. maybe guilt, but mostly homesickness. dont mean to confuse you, because yes, i still live at home, but i dont feel like im home. cliche as it may sound but i really feel like a stranger in my own house. despite benci's atttempts to show his love, it just bothers me more and i push him even farther. Everything is just so messed up. At this point, i would give anything up for a chance of reconciliation. In my eyes, it just doesnt seem worth it anymore, and there have been no attempts in changing my opinion otherwise.
        Disturbing as it may sound, but i really miss working. Last year, work was my outlet. All the minor problems i faced were forgotten everytime i stepped into the store. I just wish they paid me more.
        Wanna hear about a great waste of money? Who buys a piano when no one in the family plays piano?

Anyway, my apologies to whoever reads my posts for all this complaining. I seem to find a lot to complain about these days even though i have so much to be grateful for. Its easier to just post on lj whenever i want instead of trying to compete for your friends attention and making them listen to you. That, or i bottle it up and explode on some undeserving friend.